azim got himself an olympus pen.
i got myself an asus laptop at 399.
we are watching f1 this weekend.
insya'allah, he will be mine.

hahaha i was trying to make the phrases rhyme and that was the best i could come up with.

Yesterday deserves an entry.

love, thank you for the enormous support throughout the whole competition.
it is with you by my side that i do amazing things.

i love you baby. now and forever.

tomorrow i will find out who took my money and dumped my wallet in the bin.

tomorrow my 400 bucks will be returned.

tomorrow tomorrow.

honestly, i'm not a very lovable person.

I prefer to keep to myself most of the time. i don't talk much to people i'm not close with, i don't like having too many friends, i don't like this i don't like that, I'm not gonna do this I'm not gonna do that. at times im just shy.

today, azim told me this, "asik cakap NO aje." this comment came after i said NO to his request for a massage and another NO when he told me he was going to smoke. the second NO was of course said jokingly but anyway personally i am a NO person.

at work, I am a YES person though.

most days i like being alone. azim is of course an exception in my life.

I think when i go out with friends, i spend more money, get less rest, bla bla bla.

don't misunderstand me, i enjoy meet ups. but just not on regular basis.

anyway i think there is nothing wrong with me being this way. it's just how I'm built.



oh syasya and imah, by the way i miss you guys. 

im still awake at this hour.

i might have to be on medical leave tomorrow due to my cramps. this time round they're so freaking bad i'm losing sleep. it's close to 5 for god's sake.

i am feeling miserable.

no actually not miserable. so much more than miserable.

ok fuck i just read my work email inbox and i think i cannot be on medical leave tomorrow. my god. this sucks.

i am soo freaking tired!

date with syasya bestie tomorrow i hope she doesn't back out on meeeee!
she has quite a record for this. hahaha.

blank.

i miss my boyfriend ahhh.

i've never disliked a person so much in my life.

i wish for you to get out.
minah.